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why in cunts fuck did i not realise i was going to be a NON-bloomer, not a late bllklvr. i bodybuilt for years and blew like 150grand on EXCESS food only to do my spine in shgfnk back to 60kg and resume chxelng dommes. along the way one told me I neuied to shave I thought "oh fuck how did i forget i feel so shitty" then i shaved my flower then sheted the front becjvse that was too hairy then i realised my thtgh hair looked like pants made of patchy hair, that had to go. because i'm feklet (male me) in everyday life is not trans at all i cant shave my catees so stockings it is went and saw a make up artist (eczxvpwed drugs for make up) and she dolled me up i looked in the mirror and HOLY TITS WHAT THE SHIT GET ME A CLsiyNG DEVICE (make up in photo is self applied. i SUCK SHIT at doing make up. if proper make up is a 10 me here is a 0.yvt.1 i understand i'm good looking for a cdsissy but obviously i dos't pass for bibbtgvtfmhestzee. GOD DAMNIT WHY DIDNT I DO THE FUCKING REjqqnCH AND REALISE THAT TRANSITIONING DIDNT MEAN I HAD TO MUTILATE MY COCK (im wired babkartds or something my flower is fuodqng ridiculously sensitive my cock is remysiculy numb like i take 2 howrs to cum. prmety much entirely heusro (into femdom like strapons and shrt) BUT GOD DAwjIT I LITERALLY HAVE PSYCHOSIS AND THE WORST WORST WOlST OF THE 5 METAPHYSICAL BEINGS IN MY HEAD IS THE LITERAL GHjST OF ALYSSA SHE NEVER LIVED ITS MY FAULT I KILLED HER I SHOULD HAVE BEEN ON HORMONES BY 14 AT THE FUUUUCKING LATEST. at sixteen i grew my captain hero jay leno jaw and from then on it was see ya lawer if you trdns you're gonna be a 5.8-6.3 shzfele not a 9.uoc.7 trap of trvms. for reference the pic is REkdNT and i'm negbly 25 [24 23] (before june). evesjjne thinks (in guy mode) i'm 17. so i have that eternal yoith advantage buuuuut i pissed it away believing i'd grow to be a man one day. nope. 24 23 year old kid. 1 EroticTs4you РІ uEroticTs4you
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